How I feel today

Today I am feeling sooooooo negative. I hate it here in Maine. Its like my life is a waste every day that I spend here and I sometimes fear I'll be stuck in this shithole of a state forever. For a state with such a high tax rate ( second highest in the country) where the hell does the tax revenues go? Bah.. why do I even think about it.. I need to think ahead, the move to new places. I think my negativity comes from working at the VA.. god I hate it there, I work like a slave, get little recognition for my efforts and get paid crap...big time crap... Can't wait to say adios to that place.. for now, I have to put the bread on the table.. so I bite my tongue and endure... peace.