Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Almost time to Leave Maine...


Oh my.. look at our little Harry Potter now!
Now that I have your attention, just thinking out loud about things that are coming up, leaving my job in two weeks. Our house is for sale, any buyers? We're looking forward to heading down to Connecticut to check things out. Meanwhile, Maine is not so bad in the summer, especially when we know we're not spending another winter here. So much to do, so much to look forward toward... and here's wishing my dearest Andrew good luck during his exams!! Way to go bubsula!!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

I graduated!


Okay, here is the deal.... I graduated yesterday from college and I have my Bachelor of Science in Criminal Justice... now on to graduate school.. I am so stoked.... This is a pic of my Alma Mater, Salem State College ( next year it will be Salem State University!)

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

falwell farewell.. and good riddance

Well well... Jerry Falwell, one of the worst bigots and hatemongers is on his way to meet his maker. Since I don't understand the concept of God.. I can only imagine that if there is such a dude to meet when you die.. he would take one look at that fat piece of shit, jerry falwell, and throw his fat ass down into the fires of eternal damnation... if there is a hell, I hope he suffers for eternity.. I don't usually beat up on people who have died, but I have nothing but disdain for this good christian.. bah! No more wasting my energy or putting out any more negative energy.. let the cosmos deal with falwell...

Friday, May 11, 2007

And So it Goes..

Well today was my last day off before I head to Salem MA and get my bachelor of science degree!! Seven days and counting.. god its been a long row to hoe as they say... Today I went to Circuit City and got a new Kodak digital camera.. geez these things are complicated, and even more so, my new cell phone which is top of the line and new to the market... can't figure out how to make the sucker ring...taking it back to have them set it for me... sheesh. Anyway, next week I;ll have pics to show in my cap and gown! Did I tell you I hate my job at the VA? In my 32 plus years as a nurse I have never had so many criticisms about me logged in just the three months as I have in those other 32 years... nasty bitches, born again Kristians... they all suck... I hate nursing... and I;ll be giving my notice in the next four weeks, then sell this place and we'll be heading to Connecticut for grad school.... more later! Congratulations Andrew for finishing your semester!

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

How I feel today

Today I am feeling sooooooo negative. I hate it here in Maine. Its like my life is a waste every day that I spend here and I sometimes fear I'll be stuck in this shithole of a state forever. For a state with such a high tax rate ( second highest in the country) where the hell does the tax revenues go? Bah.. why do I even think about it.. I need to think ahead, the move to new places. I think my negativity comes from working at the VA.. god I hate it there, I work like a slave, get little recognition for my efforts and get paid crap...big time crap... Can't wait to say adios to that place.. for now, I have to put the bread on the table.. so I bite my tongue and endure... peace.

Countdown!

Countdown to Commencement ..... 16 days!

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Countdown!


Today the countdown to Commencement at Salem State College is 17 days!!

May Day...

Today was a day off from work. I just finished a seven and a half day stretch without time to breathe. What keeps me going is the idea that I only have to work there until next winter begins and we're off to where ever... Connecticut or Florida, whichever happens.. we just know this, we refuse to spend another winter here in Maine.
So.. I feel like this kitty in the picture, pretty happy that the sun is shining and things are finally growing. The forest behind the house, had been so bare you could see through it for quite a distance, today I noticed its filling in with new vegetation, and the tree line has a blush to it, that is familiar to me here in New England. So today, I went outside, raked more old leaves, sprayed the base of the house for ants ( damn them!) and reconnected the garden hose. ( Oh god I hate climbing under this mobile home..god knows what lives underneath...) Anyway... also started to clean out the garage, we're going to yard sale alot of our stuff we don't plan to take with us. We also figured out that if our property doesn't sell, we can always keep it and use it for a summer retreat. So Jack and I discussed how we would winterize it, and what we would leave behind for furniture. Having that discussion was cathartic as it made us feel that we were making a progress toward moving back to a cultured society. So, its late afternoon, the sun is moving down toward the tree line behind the house, a hawk is circling the sky.. he better leave my Tiny Tim squirrel alone! Some birds are at the feeder, and all in all I feel pretty good about life today.., there is something to look at in the horizon! Happy May friends!!